My Own Thought

I have my thoughts...
I've been thru a lot...
In the past was just a task...
To test my luv and lust...
Still till now...
I'm a bit lost.

Feelings might haven't been fade...
Still, that's the end of our faith...
Without the fate,
We shall just let it close case.

Friends,
Still can be built...
Sisterhood...
It shall be good.

Craps?
Might be not too.

Great, Greater... Greatness?

How much been given, will it be able taken back?
How may someone know how much they've taken if they did not "count" how much they've given?
Why people need to compare on how MUCH everytime?
Will it eventually give them something BACK?

Can everything be counted?
Be calculated?

I'm not feeling well today...
Later.

A Second Thought

Some people might have work in their current company for most of their entire life.
Some people would be just job hoping for most of the time...
How would people eventually build a career of their own?

There's been people who work their butt's off for their companies and in the end of the day,
they not being motivated or being recognized by their "beloved" companies.
Wonder...
Are these people... well... DUMB?
Eventually, they are in comfort zone, not much worries same routines... they got used to what they doing and wouldn't want to move around so much...?
Some people... would call them "LOYAL" to the company...
But...
How good the company had treated them instead?

In this world...
The funny and weird human beings...
Do EXISTS.

EXtraordinary

How often will a couple be friends after a break up?
Is it so hard to be one after the disaster?

Yes, it's hard to back as friends when being hurt by your EX..
Whether being cheated or lied...
Wound still be there...
But...
How about the opposites way?
That, you've being hurt and you are forgiving...
Still,
THEY the ones that doesn't make friends?

THEY..
Do EXist...
Either is your EX or your pal's EX...
Why such person do this?
Maybe cos they don't see that they were wrong at first?
Or maybe cos... better to CLEAR the line?

Weird?
Go Figure.

I am WHO I am

How often will someone disclose themself... Who they are?
Or how often will someone share their closet secrets?
In the view of people's eyes... they might like you ...or not?
How should someone share their thoughts with other people if there's discrimination around the globe?
We can't deny that there's only MEN and WOMEN...
Who might in the end, feel safer as being the opposite sex from what they been born as.

Still,
There's those people who will look them in another way around...
In a way... they are filthy, a DEVIL to the world... a convict, who just want to be THEMSELF.
However, have those people who thought they are the ANGELs ever considerate, why the DEVILs they see... were like that?
Have they ever ask them... HOW ARE YOU TODAY? Have they ever really be their FRIENDS?
The people who are ANGELs... are also called, they STRAIGHT people.

For example, the Transvestite... or best known as Ah Kua...or Mak Nyah...or Pondan...or whatever names a person could think of...
I read in the paper not long ago, about the "Girls" not being supported well either by goverment nor public due to their "activities".
Who can blame them for what they've done?
Those Transvestite, been discriminate by people ages ago...
Even me sometimes will get a shock if the "ladies" walked passed me...
Not saying I don't "like" them... some of their "behaviours" not really "polite" in a way of they should act as decent as possible to gain respect from the public...
Some, need to end up standing at the street offering sexual activities, not like they WANT to...
There's not even a job oppourtunities can be given to them...
For those who work in Beauty Centres as promoters... (and I mean the Mak Nyah) is good for you girls... as you look much more prettier and elegant than those REAL women standing next to you.
For the Trans (as short), they are just human being as well...
Just that they prefer and much more happier being another "person" who's hiding in their bodies.
Why must we discriminate them when nothing and no one is perfect?
Think again...
Will it be hurt just to least say HI to them?

Same case to the Gays and Lesbians...
They slightly different from the Trans...
They do not need sex change operations to define who they are...
In their relationship... says another thing.
Gays likes Men... = Man + Man
Lesbians, likes girls.. = Girl + Girl
Why there's such thing happens?
Who knows?
No explanation on this... (for my understanding)
Feelings...
Plays the important parts...
To some religion, is a SIN... a BIG ONE too.
However... wouldn't it be a SIN too if CURSING and DISCRIMINATING them?

Why must there's always arguements about what had happened to the childrens?
Why must there's pin-pointing to one another for not bring up the child properly?
Why must there's blames around?
If you DON'T LIKE THEM, is nothing to LOSE FOR THEM..
Why need to make the fuss?

Have someone ever think of THEIR FEELINGS?
They are just as normal as those STRAIGHT people...
They will FAIL in their RELATIONSHIP too...
Even they found the love of their life... they can't get marry (legally), ever pity them?
NO!
THEY DESERVE IT!!! <-- Doesn't it sound mean?
Straight couples... END IN DIVORCE, FIGHTING IN COURT... and the CROOKED, DON'T!
Who wins then?
Human being very funny sometimes...
They only will think... ------------------ a straight lines is a line... but never see inner part of the lines, it's created by the dots actually.

Why must things be in this way?
Even on road, there's straight... hills, curves, bumpers...
If choose to use straight...ONLY will it ever leads you to your destination?
Everyone have their rights...
Learn of acceptance and forgiving...
Be a friend to "them"... don't care they are Mak Nyah, ah kua ah lian ah beng nor gay or les...
We are friends.

Power of Sisterhood, Brotherhood.
I Salute and Respect to those who accept who we are.

I am...
Who I am.

New Creation Of Mine

I read in the paper recently about blogging.
Says about senior citezen creating or should I say, "into" blogging as the youngsters?
Eventually, is a good thing for them to express their thoughts thru here...
Not much people intend to listen to old folks nowaday... Isn't it?

I do have blog for myself in Friendster...
Ain't sure why I still wanna make one "outside" from it...
Maybe I would wanna share more of my thoughts?
But...
How sure am I there will be people come in and "check" it out?

Some of own blogs, will make up "famous" some, will turns out to be disastreous...
Some people had been lost their jobs due to their, "remarkable" information about their daily rountines of well, JOBS.

How good will a blog be?
How good will we MAKE IT BE?
As saying it's for sharing our thoughts...
BUt..
How come it'll turn against us?
Funny.
Think about it.