Savvy Of Mine

She'll be 2 on Sept...
Not even half month old, her gear pad having squeeky sound...
Barely a year... going bumper, turning... squeeky sound... been heard...
Barely 1 and half years old, she need to changed her battery...
Requested to change da absober, bearing, drive shaft... no different..
Now, stepping on clutch.. da engine having echo.. going 5th gear.. woahh..I'm as if a pilot..
AIRPLANE SOUND!

How am I should be happy for owning a car?
It's very much dissapointment to me...
My 1st car...
Ain't built tough, da owner should be... to stand tough to pay for the expenses for service!!!

Front Page

The news are back recently...
Regarding about the couple who murdered the lil 3 year old kid...

Now...
The main point here is...
What's the truth?... What's the real story behind the tragic?
Who should be blame?

Then again...
Yesterday.. another paper...
Stated, it was the 4th case regarding abducting children...

Again and again....
WHere should the children hide now?
Even.. own parents can't be trusted... trust who now?

Very unpredictable on human right now... well, most of the times.
Ain't like to be in the front page?
Stay out from the limelight mate!

BloGgIng BuGgEr

I getting to wonder...
Did anyone.. read my blogs?
Well, not to say that I have or done any great Blogs...
Or even typed in anything special...
Just wonder...
Anyone ever, shared?

If anyone ever did read or browse thru my blogs...
I do hope someone just give a comment...
Whether good or bad...
Least, I know someone did read something from all my craps...

Been tired lately...
Not to say I'm busy doing any big busniess...
Doc just said I over strain...
Weird...
Till she asked me when was the last time...
I EVER REALLY RESTED??

I wonder the same thing as well...
Have off day, taken leave back to Penang...
Still...
...Peace of my mind?
...April, Phuket.

~Ohmm...~

Meet The Parents

Read yesterday paper...
About the lil'gal from Penang...
Well, as I said if Penang allow the people throw stone to the couple...
I guess, they been dead by now.

What catch my eyes was.. there's another case.
A mother killed her son... I guess.. 3 years old?
Reason, I ain't that sure...
Was quite annoyed to read that kinda story agian.

What's going on with the parents nowaday?
First I was quite annoyed on the children NOW, as they are very much "NEW CENTURY"...
And now, PARENTS?
They got no other hobbies?
Killing kids?

Were they too depress?
Can't think straight?
Or...
The kids annoyed them too much and suffocate them?
Why let them come to this world then?

Let's see...
How many more to go....

Shoulda'woulda'coulda

Should everything which disturb, depress, bring us down.. been keep inside of us?
Would it bring any benefits if we tell somebody about our frustration?
Could it be better if we just runaway from all the stress?

Shouldn't we be clear on what we want?
Wouldn't it be better if there's a pillar to lean on?
Couldn't just things be STRAIGHT for a minute?!

Should, would, could.... I be alone for a sec?

Come Out Come Wherever You Are...

Have you guys read the papers lately?
Don't be surprise if there's a news about a kid being lost or kidnap... again.
It's horrified if those kids been found... dead.
If being found alive, it's a bless.

When I was younger, I got to know that a boy whose name... I think something with Tong.. went missing...
Till now, no news about that boy... and I guess if he's still around... he'll be around my age....
I won't remember him if not because of the latest news about a malay boy, Yin, being reported missing while shopping with his father...
However, he was saved by a Myanmar couple... still, it was a havoc cause most people thought they kidnap him for the rewards...
How true is that? Even I myself felt that, it should be a bless that the kid was safe and sound... Why want to create chaos to the couple??
Maybe I don't understand the procedure to turn the kid in then?

After that, most recent...
Was a gal waiting her mother to pick her up from the nursery...
And without hesitation, the child followed a stranger... ending being sexual assaulted..
With... a BRINJAL?
Few days later, another gal being kidnap away just in front of her dad's shop...
After 48hours, being released, but not much story being told...
Suspected, same MAN do the dirty jobs.
Seriously.. is that Man.. SICK?

Most tragic just few days ago...
I was back to Penang for holiday...
While was going for dinner, I saw a flyer stick on the wall...
"Missing"...
Most of the words, were in Chinese... (I don't read Chinese words, well)..
However, may get the brief idea that the gal was missing...
I didn't get noted on it...

Till next day..
Sunday Star...
Reported the missing gal...
The details on how she went missing...
She's just like 2-3years old?
The mum went pay parking ticket and after 10mins she got back to her car...
Found the lil'gal went missing...
On Monday paper, reported a close relative and her boyfriend being captured...
WHY?
Found the charted body of a gal...
Clothes of the gal near the river...
Bones being hidden near cemetery...
Pathetic minds.

I did not catch Tuesday paper...
But got to read today's...
And with the big headline of "DISOWNED"...
I was surprised to know that.. THE MUM involved with the murder...
The parents of the MUM disowned their own daughter causing the death of their grandchild...
The ex-husband (coming to be) won't forgive her if she really connected to the murder...
I was not really understand much of the stories... till my mum told me some of the "gossips"...

It seems that the BOYFRIEND took care the gal when the MUM went to work...
He accidently drown her while giving her a bath...
So the "clean up the mess" they place her into a big alumminium can and burn her in there...
After throw her remains at the stated places...
The gal might been dead on 5th July cause the granny want to take care of her that day but the MUM said was not convenient as is far from their place to the grandma's...
Even, if it's really the boyfriend did the WORK...the MUM also commited a crime for keeping silence... WAS her CHILD for godsake!

I told my mum, if really they did it...
Should have the whole Penang Island people throw stones at them...
So sad for this tragic...
As reported the child got lost while her mum at Bayan Baru's Market....
Is near my housing area....
SHOCKED!

Surprised to know...
I turned to another page of the paper...
There's a report saying a child been found back and return to his family...
Detained a 18 years old teenager...
How funny is that...?
To me, I may get a picture that the boy followed ANOTHER FAMILY HOME?!
Just because the kid was playing with that family's children....?

Who should be blame for losing their own kids?
Can't blame that the kids they have... HYPERACTIVE..
If they expect that their own child not to be hyperactive...
They worried something wrong with their kids... end up sending their child to special school...
Funny parents.

Please, to all parents...
Eventhough Malaysia have lots of Megasales, discount sales...
Don't bring your kids along if you don't intend to pay attention at them.
Don't blame if one day the child did not come back...
They just love HIDE AND SEEK too much.

::Is that...Me?::

A friend of mine told me that I've changed.
In my heart, I was thinking... huh, now realized?
To my surprised, she said that I not like last time...!
Lack of:
Enthusiastics...
Happy...
Persistance...

Even said that... (In Chinese there's a saying...)
If the sky drop down,
treat it as a blanket and cover yourself...
To me...
If the sky drop down...
If die.. die.. die then...
I couldn't be bothered.

It caught me thinking...
Guess it's true...
I'm getting to be in WATEVER-attitude very much much badly...
I do have the determination of get things right...
However...
I falling into... Lazy disease as well...

Whether is the environment or the people's influence...
Can't really figure out.
Just know that...
Need to get back up.

With such of positive attitudes as my friend describe...
Is that me at the first place?

Will figure.

Peace Of Mind

Just to go home for celebration...
Without any hesitation...
Still...
Why just because transportation...
Need to make me into frustration?

I rather stay alone...
Whether is outside or home...
I'll might feel the cold...
Least...
I will get a by on my own.

Making me tired...
Not into any mood for making me head wired!