Cancerian Laydee

Basic Profile:
Intuitive, sensitive, responsive, aware, family/home oriented, shy, understanding, feeling, imaginative, dependable, conservative, loving, but can be moody, touchy, prickly, hostile

Cancerian, a homey-type of person...
Someone who prefer to be at home...
Chill on the couch with the luv ones...
Spend time around each other.

Cancerian, someone who's emotional...
Sensitive in any issues...
Lack of confidence...
Lack of sense of security whether emotionally, financially...
Lack of patience.

Cancerian, someone who can forgive but can't forget...
Temper can be very much "windy"...
Changes of feelings and moods all the time...
Can't decide on any issues, firmly.

Cancerian, someone who's stuborn...
Impatience and do not listen till nearly bang the wall...

Cancerian, someone who's caring...
Place people as priority than ownself...
Can take good care of people than taking care ownself...
Sensitive, aware of people's feelings...
But prefer to ignore and irritates people on that.

Cancerian, someone who's understanding...
But alway pretend not to be one.

And...
That's me.

Flattered

How many times did you have a relationship?
How manny times of it will you "got" the one which took good care of you then?

Time to time...
Not all that you attached, will treat you that good...
Even those who are going after you...
Do treat you well too...
But, are you taking advantage on this people then?

Let's say that you've already 'informed' those person that they are no chance...
But still treat you real well...
Who's to blame?

Aren't you flatterd?
Or... disaster?

Funny thing is... you wouldn't know that they treat you good are from the bottom of the heart, or, from the devil side of their mind....

Whatever it is...
Appreciated.

~~~~~~~~flattered too........~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Wishing The World Fill With Love

When handling break ups...
Either it'll turns good, or worst.
Remains as friends or enemy...
But why enemy?

Eventhough thru out the period of time...
Luv been shared...
Cared...
Evething been done together...

Why break ups, can't be friends?
Eventhough when managed to remain as one...
In the future, the new partner will think of something else...

Why must put it in such a hard way?
Can't be friend with the past, then if break up with the current, can or can't be friends then?

Why things need to be so complicated?
Isn't it hard to found someone to be with...
And yet after separation, shouldn't we keep each other around?

Careful what you wish for sometimes...
It might not a good return.

And its hurt.

Beer, best friend?

I read a blog of my friend...
And surprising that she can blog well when she drunk?

Yesterday I had drinks as well...
Even blogging at the same time...
I can't even find the comma...
But the feeling of being high and blur with drinking, nice.
However, it depends how much being consume at the same time...

Sometimes...
Drink can causess headache and disaster the next day...
Especially when someone not happy.
Sometimes...
You just awake and fresh...?
Lucky enough, I did not have any bad headache today...

It's just an enjoyment for drinking...
And when know the limit is up...
STOP.

To my close friend, I'm a drunk cat...
But do they ever know when I'm done...
I'll stop.
Suffer is not them, is me.
And I know how to walk alone, in the end of the time.

I'm just a crab with full of craps.

Am I?

Incident Report

Having drinks.
Being dragged.
Fall flat on the floor, hand hit at the stairs.
Waist sprained, shoulder sprained.
Is that how a person want to spend the day off?

I don't think so.
It causes scares and afraid.

Even, been told that remain as friend.
Things still doesn't go that way.

What went wrong then?

Avoiding not a way.
What's the way when facts been told?

Still hurt and pain.

But it will heals.

Denial

When people broke up, who should be blame?
Is it always third party?
Can't it be the feeling faded?
Why it always have to hard during the misunderstanding period?
Can't it be much more easier?

Why should it be a party fault?
Is it too hard to let the another party understand?
That is both?

Why the party can compromise with the ex and not the current who just break up with?
Is that fair?
Or nothing is fair?

Really wonders.

Ended.

Words

There's time, words can't be said.
There's time, feelings can't be express.
There's time, ignorance hurts.
There's time, facts kill.

Understand the needs, is an understanding of a person.
Understand the wants, is an understanding of the needs.

How far could a person goes?
How far can a feelings hide?
How far can a love remains?

Whichever words that been typed,
Truthly from heart.

Or maybe not?

Unleashed

Sometimes, when we see or known certain people who are seeing someone else especially that person, already having somebody else, a third party.
People sees them as a cheap bitch,or whore.
But the person herself/himself sees themself, worst than you thought.

Imagine that, you are spending time with your "partner" having a nice meal by the river, suddenly interupted by phone calls of your "partner" and it's from the wife.
Walking together at a mall, and you yourself been walking round the mall 2-3rounds and your partner was busy getting gift for THE WIFE. How would the feelings goes?

From the view you looking at your partner happily choosing gift for THE WIFE, the quilt of being a bitch does really pop-out. Pist off? Jealous? Whatever the feelings is, the partner does luv the wife, they do luv each other, just that denial.

Now, truly understand.
Being third party sucks.

Understand The Facts

There's times that age was a gap.. sometimes not.
Sometimes when we see old man holding hugging and smooching a young gal, we'll think...
Is the old man rich? Too loaded? The girl so cheap? Or,is there really love in between?
Or how about young man with an old... maybe too mature for them ladies?
Sugar mummy or sugar daddy then?
I did came across an old man who's damn good with words, believe me it's such a creep.
Are they out of love?

Sometimes, rejection is hard to be say and hard to be accept...
Will there still a friendship in between the two persons or cause of embaressment of rejection, the friendship ends?
Having feelings towards a person, there's not always a result which satisfy that person heart, but sometimes facts... hurt.

How could a person dare enough to reject on FEELINGS?
Bare with it or just forget it?
Can somebody figure on how should they walk on their life?
Who's the sunshine of theirs?
Who's the cause of the gloomy days of theirs then?

Nothing can fight the feelings, true.
But there's always a way, to deny.
Time will pass, things will turn in another path.
Whichever is GOOD now, keep it.
As you won't know your next step what's the concequences.
Do not regret over the things which done.
Learn from it.

~Bless~