Unpredictable Life Path

When comes to life experiences...
Who can predict what will happen in another minute?

Someone who look sick with maybe tons of illness...
There's a hope...
Someone who looks healthy...
Might just be gone the very next second...

It's quite sad to have this kind of surprises...
No one could accept the facts which nobody could see it at first..
Youngster whose age of 19 could have nose cancer even he don't smoke?
"Kiasi" driver who drove his car 60km/h can died in the car accident...
What can be not happen?

Thought of it...
Before anything might comes around...
It's better to live life to the max...
Do something stupid...and yet you got the fun...
Do something extreme.. and you got the excitement...
Do something which you want the most...
Least...
There's no regret.

You've have a great life ahead.

I'm preparing mine.

BeLong To nO One?

Eventhough there’s people going after you in the relationship…
It doesn’t mean that you are lucky…
It might cost you more than you ever can imagine…
Something might mean a lots to you.

How can you define that the ONE that been around you all this while…
Is the ONE for you?
How about the one that you’ve be with for the past few years…?
Doesn’t it mean something to you?
Or in the end of the day, it just nothing to you?

How bout the one that you are into…
Are eventually having someone else?
What can you do to own that person then?
Shouldn’t just let go and forget about it?
Or…
It’s good to have a challenge?

Who gain then?
Who’s the victim?
Who’s the winner?

Affair…
Is that the word to define in a relationship that doesn’t work out?
Telling truth…
Will just end up as lies…
So..
What’s the truth then?

Who can tell the truth when the truth been told was a lie all this while?

Funny part.

Giving Up, Letting Go

Just realized its not easy to be the best...
Far more not easier to be someone who are not ownself...
Is it so hard to be someonelse?

It's tiring when dealing with someone who expect too much...
It's much more tiring when you only can do less perfect...
Is it that hard to be ownself?

Quite pity that a relationship ends...
Its much pittier when it ends for stupid reason...
But who can compromise on affair?

Mentally tired...
Physically strained...
Who's to blame?

Own faults.

Not having dignity and priority.

Money Not Enough or Too Much Love Given?

I went and watch Money Not Enough 2 on Thursday...
My partner said, just go for the laugh...
Well, Singaporean movies...much funnier when they speak Hokkien...
Indeed it was a good laugh, at first.

The whole movie was actually telling how money is not enough...
Eventhough you're damn rich... is still never enough...
The whole movie... the best part of all, the love of the mother to the three bugger sons...
Man...
I cried thru out the "mother"'s scene...
*I never cried so badly for a movie before!*

The mother was ill in the "middle" of the movie...
Having diabeties and than coma...
All the children of hers was just thinking want to ease their own lives...
Throw the old lady to the old folks home...
And in the end, she fainted... and coma...
And sacrifies herself to save her grand-daughter who need the blood donation as much as herself need it too...

*Sob*...
There are people like this in between us...

Mother treasure and groom us...
In the end of the day, she just a trash?

I love the music as well..
Damn, meaningful.

It's a nice movie to watch, especially those who have abandon their parents cos of money and ease their lives.

Never regret on what you did to someone who bring you to this world.

Mader Lai Ming...
I salute you...
You make tears out from me!

Games

A career ends,build up again if there's other oppourtunities...
A relationship ended,good luck enough, you'll find a better ones...
Financially failure... if get a good deal, everything can be find back again...
Everything need times to be done bit by bit..

Some people says that life is just like a game...
But life could never just restart and do all over again so easily.

If a relationship due to "help" of financially...
Lost dignity and a SAY...
Is that's the way to move on?
Eventhough there's LOVE and CARE...
Is there really a RELATIONSHIP or a GRATITUDE?
Or there's really a deep LOVE lies in your heart and you didnt realized it.

How about a relationship which been ended?
Love... still deep inside?
Never did let go before...
The love that being given back again by the X, is it for real?
Or just a "payback" for the loss?

Will it the feelings be the same?
Things might changed in between the period of times...
But there's also something that it's still there...
Lack of Sensitivity...
Lack of Security...
Lack of Sincerity...
Not everyone is perfect.

However, don't know how to care and listen to yout love ones' pain...

Not forgiven, and not forgotten.

Something not a Cancerian Identity.

Hometown vs City

When you're out from your hometown...
To move on your life to a new city...
I wouldn't mention about the 1st day, 1st week, 1st month...
Will you eventually get used to it at the 1st year?

From a quiet town kid, continue the journey to a big busy city...
Is that a good step?
Lucky enough if you found an oppourtunities..
Bad luck, you can't even survive to get a place to stay...
How to cope with it then?

The cost of living in the city...
Of course will be far more different than hometown eventhough it's just a same fried noodle!
Sometimes, will get homesick about it as well...
Earning in city of course will much better than in hometown...
But..
When you make the calculations...
It's just the same figure balance you'll get even you are just working in the small town...

Cost of living in town...
Much smaller...
But of course...
Oppourtinities lesser...

No pain, no gain.

War Zone

When comes to work, politics, backstabbing a big taboo of all.
How will someone cope with it, live all day long thru out the 9hrs?
If the staff strike the upper level, what will happens then?
The management will improve or disapprove?

How dare will a staff to stand up for themself then?
Seriously...
Is there any fair for being a lower ground staff?
How to bring back own dignity then?

Funny.
After a war zone with the upper level...
Will there be fear or will there be a good year?
How far is the career advancement then?

Will there be a future?

Interesting.

Start a war, either get kill or be a survivor.

Stand up for yourself, get your own dignity.