Hard to be understood? Or Stuborn?

"She's angry cos you asked another friend of yours along"...
That's the first ever sentence I ever heard...well, as long as I've lived.

I do wonder, is it wrong to ask another friend of mine to join for a dinner last few nites.
The people who asked me went out FIRST, were pretty upset that I asked another friend who they DON'T KNOW, along.
I DISRESPECT.
Yes, I've might.

To me, it's just dinner and at the same time I do not have 24hrs all day long to give around friends.
Why can't I just ask another friend along, when she also working at that area...? Don't you think it'll be a lil awkward that YOUR FRIEND was messaging you and IF you bump into her... what should you say or do then?
To me it's hospitality... to other point of view, disrespect.

I told my partner about it. (That's rare!)
She did said that can't blame your ex said that sentences...
She said, not all people can be "used" to other people's thinking and characther.
You might don't get that person ideas, she might don't get what's your thought either.
I do agree though.

My partner was upset when I dish some dishes to my ex when she came over dinner...
To my partner she sees that well I STILL CARE TO MY EX.
TO ME, it's just hospitality.
I should say, maybe my gestures or thinking... not suitable for anyone?

Friends?
Why when I went back to my hometown for a visit... I don't heard that my best friend or another friend groan to me that "She's upset you bring another friend along!!"....
What does FRIEND eventually meant than?
Not for share? Why exist then?

No one ask me to please anybody, but I want to...
Nothing.. gain.
If I explain or speak up... I'll be nag about being stuborn.. or I don't get the pix...
Sometimes...
Don't try to be wise, when you don't even think twice.

Seriously it's hurt.

This is me.

One Last Chance

How many chances can be given?
How many loses should a person face?
How many wins shall the person achieved?

Giving all in a relationship... wanted it to be FOREVER...
Eventually, it'll sometimes make someone forgot there's other things to be achieve.
Career?
Familia?

Even sometimes, when we thought that we could last till the end of time...
Something will comes in between...
Yes, we won't predict the future whether could we back together as one...
Sometimes...
Future, it's in our hands.

If No, will be No.
If it's Yes, there's changes need to be make.
Chance will be given.

DeViL sIde

How much will someone believe words from fortune tellers?
Some they believe till betrayed ownself and families...
How true is the "counts"?

Career?
Love?
Future?
Will it be realistic about it?
Shouldn't future... lead by us all the way?

Should the Date of Birth and the Time we born...
Determined our future?
How much can we believe...
How far should we step ahead then?

Sometimes...
It's not GOOD to know so much about own future...
Yet..
It's not that BAD at all to just... "concern"...

Believe or not...
All depends on ownself...
As long as...
Heart don't feel hurt by it.

Speaking of relationship....
Who will know when will the relationship ends?
Except...
The one who wants that to happen.

Passed the DATE which supposed to break up?
How sure is that?
2009? That's long way to go...
Whether will get back together or not...
That's also need to depends both side...

If ONE says NO...
It will never be a yes.

Wasted... and yet, Hopeless

Miss...
Thinking of You...
Dream...
Holding You...
Togetherness...
Not With You

Never let someone who hurt you once...
Hurt You Twice.

7th Month Festival

A friend of mine who I met up recently said that...
I'm quite lazy nowaday as I did not update any of blogs!
"WORST THAN NEWSPAPER"
Yeah... I was dried up for what to post up....

Speaking of newspaper...
Recently, there's a lot of accidents.
Another friend of mine said that during Chinese 7th Month (Ghost Festival)...
There will be extremely lots of "people died"...
I thought was just a myth...

But I got to realized that...
Well.. there were a lot of news recently about murdering, accidents... butchering...
Yes, it's in the newspaper everyday.. "What's the different?"...
Different is.. each column...
The news of people died are fill in each column...
After read the main page...
There will be another story at page 2 or maybe 3....

Horrible.

To all, please becareful wherever you go....

To you my friend... please drive carefully when out of town... Thank you for your understanding of my concern!

This morning while I was on Monorail...
There's 5 teenagers I can't get my eyes off from...
Well, 3 gals and 2 guys...
Not saying they are too pretty nor handsome...
Is their attires I was hooked with.
Well, maybe I'm not really into fashion...
I won't say I dress well either...
However... fashion are meant to be judge...
Malaysian teenagers (especially gals) got hooked with either Japanese or Taiwanese fashion sense...
With long stocking... pantyhose...
(If no idea, try browse around thru internet)

Well...
As I could recall, I only will saw this type of fashion...
Pretty Woman? Or maybe... movies with consist of.. hookers?
Not to say I don't respect on their dressing...
But least... not to say you go SG WANG you got to dress in that way...
And of course you won't see ladies wearing night gown strolling at the park isn't it?

Attires need to be wear on certain occasions and locations...
THose Japanese or Taiwanese wearing...
well, can't judgee Japanese much cos that's their style...
Taiwanese got influence by them and also from the actors and actresses...
I
t's quite hard to fill in this blog...
Cos I just know is tragic...
And I don't have fashion sense either.

*adapted from my friendster*

Savvy Of Mine

She'll be 2 on Sept...
Not even half month old, her gear pad having squeeky sound...
Barely a year... going bumper, turning... squeeky sound... been heard...
Barely 1 and half years old, she need to changed her battery...
Requested to change da absober, bearing, drive shaft... no different..
Now, stepping on clutch.. da engine having echo.. going 5th gear.. woahh..I'm as if a pilot..
AIRPLANE SOUND!

How am I should be happy for owning a car?
It's very much dissapointment to me...
My 1st car...
Ain't built tough, da owner should be... to stand tough to pay for the expenses for service!!!