Exit Interview

So, I had my LAST DAY...
I was surprised to know that with that kind of company will have EXIT INTERVIEW...
Which... just feel in the form, no question ask or answer.

So base on the FORM...
When I read it, I was laughing...
As I know, is way to easy to fill it in...
And of course the answers won't be nice either.

However, I did what I supposed to do.

I just be honest! : )

Happy Birthday Dad!

Today is my dad's getting old one year day....
Hope he's in pinkish of health, still have da charm, and cut off his pony tail soon!!!

Happy Birthday DAD!

Last Day

Today is my last day...
I just hope it pass faster (now is only 9.10am)
I just feels that I'm not welcome to the company.

Well...
I know that my record in this company is bad/tarnish due to my attendance...
HELL WITH IT.

Why am I risking my record for this company?
As said, I am so demotivated to come to work, however, whatever leave I took, I gave black & white...
I not in the wrong side, IF I miss out of work without being informed, that's my bad.

Too bad, no one will understand the inner face of the situation...
They only see what they see on the spot (the surface)
They won't bother what the hack happen to you, even you have MC letter, they still think YOU RAN AWAY FROM WORK.

To work in an environment which no support, no motivations, no nothing...
Is worth than just be a retard and counting fingers (retard can do more things than I am).

So, why I did not type in a long resignation letter and complaint what had happened during my services...
Do you think, people would care?
Will they bother about a staff who's attendance that's bad? (even though there's one with attitude problem)
But SO WHAT?
Her's attendance is exellent! ...(pffttt)

Oh well...
Just take that I'm a irresponsible staff....
I'm moving on to a new job soon, which I guess I would have FUN in it.. (I really hope I have fun!)

Till then...
Still hours to go.

DAMN IT!

I am...

This is me..

1. A control freak
- Can only do my way, not your way, if not there's NO WAY!
- I have the say, you can say nothing and just listen

2. A dictator
- You got no say. Don't ask.

...I'm just a prick who don't deserve lurve. I'm way too demanding!

Should I just DIRECT with her!?

This is the conversation I had with her via SKYPE... honestly, I should just tell her... FUCK U!


[8:56:19 AM] Me: psssstttt


[8:56:22 AM] Me: im resigning

[8:56:45 AM] Biatch: y ??????

[8:57:04 AM] Me: im gonna take da time visit specialist

[9:00:00 AM] Biatch: u get ur new job??????

[9:00:35 AM] Me: not confirm, but i prefer to take da time to see specialist as ive delayed it before i join this company

[9:00:49 AM] Me: no point to take mc or unpaid

[9:00:57 AM] Me: so i rather just go easier

[9:02:03 AM] Biatch: o.k. lo... it's all up to u & is ur call... ALL THE BEST....

[9:03:13 AM] Biatch: Of course I hope u can consider,... but 4 me u already highlighted that u r not suitable 4 this post.. I don't 1 force

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Do you feel WARM? As my mum said, is not I not suitable for the position (hack just a CLERK job leh...), is I can't stand YOU!...

Argh... let you have a good name.

You will get a double return!

A great morning!

I was so want to stay on bed today...
It was raining, and is cold enough to just hide under the blanket for the day.

However, I've got to work... (pfffttt~~~)
At work, while I was climbing the stairs up to office...
I received a call from that woman!

She's not coming to work.

YEAY!

So eventually, I've asked her what to do, what's the work for the day....
And basically.... I just do the BASIC things instead of MORE.

Not to say that due to today is half day work, and I'm lazy (that's another reason.. :P)
I afraid I will get the blame for it especially tomorrow is Sunday.

So leave everything on Monday!

I would like to enjoy my lurvly Saturday with my babis troopers!

Ahhh.... breezing Saturday morning.

ME LIKEY!

If only I could....

Well... maybe I keep joking over GET A BABY is kind of annoying...
So I should just shut up and don' mention about it even is just a joke.

I've been told that, I over with the making baby things... I should have just get married and have my own...
Well, whether or not is a joke or a warning...
It's pretty upset me.

For a person who lurve kids...
Of course I wish to have one or two of my own...
Ok, maybe being a L is my CHOICE, I can choose to be with a guy, get married, get laid...
And wah la!
I got myself a baby! YEAY!

IF... it's so easy.
L means, a woman who don't have any interest or feelings towards guy...
Is not a trend, or influence by other people...
Is the feelings, and I'm born with it.

Maybe I don't feel secure with male as a companion due to certain reasons...
And I don't think I will either.

Not to say I HATE MEN...
I find gays are good men : )
I do have few guys after me before....
Even I would like to TRY...
Still, the feelings is not there, and what for wasting people time isn't it?

I can get adoption...
Adopt a kid... maybe?
Honestly, I can't fend myself... how can I feed and raise a baby to a kid to a person?
Of course is in my consideration, IF... I choose not to go for sperm banks...
To adopt a child, needs to go thru lots of procedure (not like I'm Angelina Jolie or Madonna)...
And also they look into the financial status (they won't believe if I say, I let the baby eat I rather starve to secure him/her...)
I have lots of debts, don't even have own house...
So, adopting a child... is not now.

I do wonder sometime, if I want to conceive, can I?
Just assume, I got married...
With my health condition.... can I?
Not to say I have critical illness...
I lack of nutrition, heart not that strong...
I do have the thought most of the time, can I do it?

I can just get a guy (of course a good kind man... if there's one)...
Jump on him...
Try to get pregnant by that.... after CONFIRM I am pregnant, I can just dump him...
Meaning, I want baby but not the father....
However, in the end of the day...
Can I carry it?

Seriously, is not a happy topic...
I even did asked my best friend get baby, even my sis, get baby....
Why?
1. So I can play with..
2. COMPLETE YOUR LIFE!!!!

Maybe some people don't see it. Well, just a different perspective.

I can't have kid, so I got myself a dog who I treat him like my son...
Some people don't understand why...

Cos, I do want to have one kid of my own.

See it now?