Justa Feelin'

I did told my lil sister that I found her blogs are interesting (AMUSING - it's kind of strong word though)
As she said, my eldest sister's blog is more to anger and frustration, mine food blog makes her hungry so she makes hers to be a happy blog (crap~)

Oh well, can't deny that my blog turns out to be boring as ever.... I don't really share much of my thoughts here anymore... (not P&C issue) - did I tell you I got another blog for that? Hah! That far more worst, I don't update at all, as it's sad sad blog.

Just wonder...
What if, whenever you fall asleep, you worried you not able to wake up the next day?
What if, you wanted to have a family day out is because afraid there's no tomorrow?
What if, you are so in pain that you don't know what's wrong with you even, medical science can't tell you why?
What if, all the pain and frustration makes you pissed off and hurt your close ones?

....let all go, and be alone and wait for the time to rot?

Sometimes, when a person says "I want to die..." some might said it out of fun, some... does really mean it.

Right... I might sound spooky here. I shall just wait for the time to come, still got stuff to settle though.

No worries.