Exit Interview

So, I had my LAST DAY...
I was surprised to know that with that kind of company will have EXIT INTERVIEW...
Which... just feel in the form, no question ask or answer.

So base on the FORM...
When I read it, I was laughing...
As I know, is way to easy to fill it in...
And of course the answers won't be nice either.

However, I did what I supposed to do.

I just be honest! : )

Happy Birthday Dad!

Today is my dad's getting old one year day....
Hope he's in pinkish of health, still have da charm, and cut off his pony tail soon!!!

Happy Birthday DAD!

Last Day

Today is my last day...
I just hope it pass faster (now is only 9.10am)
I just feels that I'm not welcome to the company.

Well...
I know that my record in this company is bad/tarnish due to my attendance...
HELL WITH IT.

Why am I risking my record for this company?
As said, I am so demotivated to come to work, however, whatever leave I took, I gave black & white...
I not in the wrong side, IF I miss out of work without being informed, that's my bad.

Too bad, no one will understand the inner face of the situation...
They only see what they see on the spot (the surface)
They won't bother what the hack happen to you, even you have MC letter, they still think YOU RAN AWAY FROM WORK.

To work in an environment which no support, no motivations, no nothing...
Is worth than just be a retard and counting fingers (retard can do more things than I am).

So, why I did not type in a long resignation letter and complaint what had happened during my services...
Do you think, people would care?
Will they bother about a staff who's attendance that's bad? (even though there's one with attitude problem)
But SO WHAT?
Her's attendance is exellent! ...(pffttt)

Oh well...
Just take that I'm a irresponsible staff....
I'm moving on to a new job soon, which I guess I would have FUN in it.. (I really hope I have fun!)

Till then...
Still hours to go.

DAMN IT!

I am...

This is me..

1. A control freak
- Can only do my way, not your way, if not there's NO WAY!
- I have the say, you can say nothing and just listen

2. A dictator
- You got no say. Don't ask.

...I'm just a prick who don't deserve lurve. I'm way too demanding!

Should I just DIRECT with her!?

This is the conversation I had with her via SKYPE... honestly, I should just tell her... FUCK U!


[8:56:19 AM] Me: psssstttt


[8:56:22 AM] Me: im resigning

[8:56:45 AM] Biatch: y ??????

[8:57:04 AM] Me: im gonna take da time visit specialist

[9:00:00 AM] Biatch: u get ur new job??????

[9:00:35 AM] Me: not confirm, but i prefer to take da time to see specialist as ive delayed it before i join this company

[9:00:49 AM] Me: no point to take mc or unpaid

[9:00:57 AM] Me: so i rather just go easier

[9:02:03 AM] Biatch: o.k. lo... it's all up to u & is ur call... ALL THE BEST....

[9:03:13 AM] Biatch: Of course I hope u can consider,... but 4 me u already highlighted that u r not suitable 4 this post.. I don't 1 force

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Do you feel WARM? As my mum said, is not I not suitable for the position (hack just a CLERK job leh...), is I can't stand YOU!...

Argh... let you have a good name.

You will get a double return!

A great morning!

I was so want to stay on bed today...
It was raining, and is cold enough to just hide under the blanket for the day.

However, I've got to work... (pfffttt~~~)
At work, while I was climbing the stairs up to office...
I received a call from that woman!

She's not coming to work.

YEAY!

So eventually, I've asked her what to do, what's the work for the day....
And basically.... I just do the BASIC things instead of MORE.

Not to say that due to today is half day work, and I'm lazy (that's another reason.. :P)
I afraid I will get the blame for it especially tomorrow is Sunday.

So leave everything on Monday!

I would like to enjoy my lurvly Saturday with my babis troopers!

Ahhh.... breezing Saturday morning.

ME LIKEY!

If only I could....

Well... maybe I keep joking over GET A BABY is kind of annoying...
So I should just shut up and don' mention about it even is just a joke.

I've been told that, I over with the making baby things... I should have just get married and have my own...
Well, whether or not is a joke or a warning...
It's pretty upset me.

For a person who lurve kids...
Of course I wish to have one or two of my own...
Ok, maybe being a L is my CHOICE, I can choose to be with a guy, get married, get laid...
And wah la!
I got myself a baby! YEAY!

IF... it's so easy.
L means, a woman who don't have any interest or feelings towards guy...
Is not a trend, or influence by other people...
Is the feelings, and I'm born with it.

Maybe I don't feel secure with male as a companion due to certain reasons...
And I don't think I will either.

Not to say I HATE MEN...
I find gays are good men : )
I do have few guys after me before....
Even I would like to TRY...
Still, the feelings is not there, and what for wasting people time isn't it?

I can get adoption...
Adopt a kid... maybe?
Honestly, I can't fend myself... how can I feed and raise a baby to a kid to a person?
Of course is in my consideration, IF... I choose not to go for sperm banks...
To adopt a child, needs to go thru lots of procedure (not like I'm Angelina Jolie or Madonna)...
And also they look into the financial status (they won't believe if I say, I let the baby eat I rather starve to secure him/her...)
I have lots of debts, don't even have own house...
So, adopting a child... is not now.

I do wonder sometime, if I want to conceive, can I?
Just assume, I got married...
With my health condition.... can I?
Not to say I have critical illness...
I lack of nutrition, heart not that strong...
I do have the thought most of the time, can I do it?

I can just get a guy (of course a good kind man... if there's one)...
Jump on him...
Try to get pregnant by that.... after CONFIRM I am pregnant, I can just dump him...
Meaning, I want baby but not the father....
However, in the end of the day...
Can I carry it?

Seriously, is not a happy topic...
I even did asked my best friend get baby, even my sis, get baby....
Why?
1. So I can play with..
2. COMPLETE YOUR LIFE!!!!

Maybe some people don't see it. Well, just a different perspective.

I can't have kid, so I got myself a dog who I treat him like my son...
Some people don't understand why...

Cos, I do want to have one kid of my own.

See it now?

Silence of the Chicken

I know, I've been complaining...
I just swear or whatever non stop...
Mumbling and grumbling.

Even the longer I complain..
I felt tired.

The more strength I used to mumble and grumble...
I feel more tiring than working.

But...
CAN'T SHE JUST SHUT UP FOR LEAST 5MINS!?!?!??!?!!??!!?!??!

IS IT SO HARD?!?!?!?!?!?!

For GAWDSAKE!!!!!!!

I know work in customer service line is very very stressful.

BUT I DON'T SEE OTHER PEOPLE BEING SO RUDE LIKE YOU, AND SO DAMN LOUD!!!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRGGGGGGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!

Fallin....

Guess what....
This is my 2nd fall for this year....
And it's just the 4th month!!!!!!!!!!

My shoulder been pain before CNY, till now... I feel like chopping it off!

AND....

IM WORST THAN A 80 YEARS OLD GRANNIE... KILL ME!

What is Baby?

When our parents "produce" us to come to this world...
Is a great honour to live in it.

Some people, who were in circumstances that can't defend the baby as in they were poor or maybe not educated enough to know what is condom... (I'm not being sacrastic, I mean those not in the city... kampung people, if I need to describe)
They will let the child to be adopt, or "sell" to those needed couples.
That, I still can bare with it as they want their babies to be brought up in good environment.

Some men and women, only enjoyed the "progress" but never thought of the consequences...
In a way of saying, they enjoyed the fuck section, I wouldn't say making LOVE...(mind my word)
Cos there's no love, no responsibility or commitment attach.

So after that fun session of theirs...
During the period of time, the women, might get jackpot!
Meaning, they've got pregnant.
Worst part, they don't even know whose the father of that child.
Sickening?

Women who got pregnant, they might be afraid and don't know what to do (but they know how to ride on the guys... hack!)
So either they choose abortion (they are still young, parents object, force by "bf" to abort...)
Or they choose to give birth to the child, and end up.....
Thrown away.
Yeap!
THROWN AWAY!

If they don't want it, they can't be rational enough to think, maybe leave it at some places that it's safe and people can pick them up?
Rather than, in toilet bowl? Rubbish bins? Bushes?

Be real...
If you don't want them in the end of the day...
What's the point carry them for 9 months?
Is it sexy to "look" pregnant?
If don't want them, just let them to be adopt...
Why must YOU took their life away when you been given the life too?

Don't you have any mercy for those little babies?

Do you know how many women in this whole wide world would want to be a mother but they can't?
Some women they can't concieve, some men can't be father too.

Do you know, some women tried so hard to give birth ended up lost their life on the operation table?
Some men even can't manage to see their babies (either they died of sickness or accident)

Don't you supposed to be thankful?

Maybe to those women have their reason why they do those immoral decisions and maybe we don't understand WHY...

But, no matter WHAT...
Those babies don't supposed to be ended in that way.

They deserve to live on their life, whether with you or with other people.

Play Safe. Don't thrown them away.

~Bless~

*those who choose abortion, no offense... I understand there's reason behind every decision, this blog was meant to those who throw away the new born babies.

Can't believe it...

Can't believe that I would update my this blog due to work...
Hah!

Something funny here...
Earlier on, I was being informed that item is sold by whole set...
So the price is like RM80...
Suddenly, today only I know that the base is RM80 and the top is another price...
Not surprise?
Even there's one time she told me to charge the customer RM280...
But it turns out that I WROTE IT WRONGLY, it's supposed RM380.

Be real, if you didn't tell me the price or any amount...
HOW THE HELL I KNOW WHAT TO WRITE?!

Fine....
I just kept quiet.

Not to say I admit it was my mistake...
Well, indeed it was my fault, to listen to you?

Ah....
Sooner or later...
I will be in trouble if keep working with you.

Here I go ...again~

Well, I guess I will update my this blog quite often now...
Can't update my se7ensins in the office as I don't have the food pictures with me.

Ms.Loh told me yesterday, instead of punching or kill that woman...
She asked me to update or should I say, "release" all my anger in the blog...
Hah, guess I'm doing it right now.

Basically, yesterday was the most PEACEFUL and QUIET day for me...
Since the day I work, yesterday was the BEST, I shall miss the day.

She was away again, in the morning, least she was in the good mood...
Told me what to do... (again...)
Then she left.

So basically I was doing nothing after 10am as I've done what I supposed to do...
Thank goodness the showrooms people called and asked me the questions I have no clue but least I try to help them to get answer...
Least, I was BUSY.

Hah... while I was away from typing this...
I was nearlly get F from the lorry driver and the sales support senior...
Due to delay from the touch up side, it causes all the delivery to delay...
However, after some settlement, things gone well.

Believe it or not, I thought this lady going to scream at me...
Cos her temper is like a unpredicatable volcano.

Least I appologize because of the delay.

I wonder, what will the rest of the day go.

Volcano Exploded!

It's been a while since I last update my blog here...
And when I did, I was swearing like I lost my brain somewhere on earth...
Even my food blogs, I still have about 3-4 places to post up.
Sometimes when I got the mood, I can't load up the pictures, when I don't have the inspiration to type anything, all the pictures uploaded.

So, I'll just type what I supposed to type in this blog..
My frustration, anger, happiness, sadness, whatever that comes into my mind.

Basically why I was so pissed off yesterday....
I was being emotionally tortured.

Well, maybe I over reacted, misjudged or something....
Maybe I'm childish?

I started new job few months ago, in customer service...
So my imagination was, the job pick up the calls, tackle the problem, close case.
However, after I joined then only I know is more than that...
Needs to provide services, as more in data-entry clerk job that I just open forms, faxing, photocoping, in fact... doing nothing.

Some might think that, hey... is good just get paid and do nothing!

Think again.

You might enjoy that situation for the first week, or maybe the 2nd.. or the 3rd...
But the longer just sit under the cold air con, even online also needs to HIDE, you don't really feel belong to this company.
Funny thing is, if you are a senior, look at your junior who just fishing infront of the desktop, and you were so freaking busy, she/he got nothing to do... don't you find it weird?

The company did not provide any basic training....
My first week was just look into catalogues...
In my department it's only my senior and me (MORE THAN ENOUGH!)

I not sure is it I made her feels I not capable to work or what...
She just keep the jobs to herself.

Best part...
When I asked her a question on my 2nd day...
She told me "If you plan to work here long enough, I will tell you"...
So, it's already a cross for me!

And of course, when a person ask you a question politely...
Don't you feel bad that you raise your voice at her?

Is it so hard to just answer it nicely?

Be real, if I know, I don't need to ask you.

She was away yesterday to customer's houses...
So she just asked me to call up customers... of course I know besides that, we need to send back things to customers...
And she did not teach me how to do it.

I just see what's in the file, and I just submit it.

When she back from outside, she got windy for no reason.
While I was checking the mail I sent out, I realized I made mistake so I was amending...
She raise her voice and told me I MADE MISTAKE...
So I told her I know, I'm amending...
She again raise her voice, said whatever I type in it, was WRONG.
So with my no patience voice, I just asked her, WHAT'S WRONG?
She asked me to go over her place, and she show me.. "NOT I WANNA SCOLD YOU, LATER YOU DON'T KNOW"...
I so wanted to tell her, INDEED,I DON'T KNOW!

Best part...
The forms I submitted I got to leave a copy behind, but I gave all out....
So she said she needs the whole copy, the behind ones (the copied layers)...
I asked her again, "So you need the whole copies or just the copies?"
She said that "I want the whole set ..I want the copies."
Again,I repeated myself " My question is, you want the whole copies, or just the a piece or just the copies"
Again she repeated,"I want the whole set, take all back, I want the copies...."
I guess, I'm just dumb.

She asked me to take all back from the warehouse where is about 10min drive...
With common sense, I can ask the people there to fax over, or just take out those particular copies and bring it back to me tomorrow...
However, I choose to drive there and leave the company.

Or else, I think I've punch her!

Even the things I emailed out, she redo (or should I say... just cut and paste!) and she resent again.

WHAT'S THE POINT YOU HAVE AN ASSISTANT BUT END UP YOU DO ALL!?!?!?

She can be nice in the morning, wait till maybe half and hour, she can turns evil.

She talk ( or should I said, she speaks LOUD) with no manners...
Speak to customer also just like screaming at them...
Don't she know the word RUDE?

Imagine, I as her colleague I find it offended the way she speaks to customers...
How about the customers themselves?

Be real, I'm just sitting next to her, she don't need to raise her voice at me.

Seriously, she demotivated me to work in this company.

I don't feel belong to this company as I see, my service is not needed... at all.

My tempreture just HIKE UP!

I seriously been so pissed off with this senior of mine...
Don't teach me properly FAIR enough!

When leave me with the job WHICH I NOT EVEN BEEN TRAIN WITH...
I got fuck!?
WOMAN! Can't you just talk nicely? I don't need you to be polite...
But least, DON'T RAISE YOUR VOICE AT ME, when I just ask you question which asked by customer.

YOU CAN'T CONTROL YOUR EMO, JUST GO HOME AND BREASTFEED LA BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MOTHERFUCKERCIBAIPUKIMAKLANCIAO!!!!!!!!!!!!