Volcano Exploded!

It's been a while since I last update my blog here...
And when I did, I was swearing like I lost my brain somewhere on earth...
Even my food blogs, I still have about 3-4 places to post up.
Sometimes when I got the mood, I can't load up the pictures, when I don't have the inspiration to type anything, all the pictures uploaded.

So, I'll just type what I supposed to type in this blog..
My frustration, anger, happiness, sadness, whatever that comes into my mind.

Basically why I was so pissed off yesterday....
I was being emotionally tortured.

Well, maybe I over reacted, misjudged or something....
Maybe I'm childish?

I started new job few months ago, in customer service...
So my imagination was, the job pick up the calls, tackle the problem, close case.
However, after I joined then only I know is more than that...
Needs to provide services, as more in data-entry clerk job that I just open forms, faxing, photocoping, in fact... doing nothing.

Some might think that, hey... is good just get paid and do nothing!

Think again.

You might enjoy that situation for the first week, or maybe the 2nd.. or the 3rd...
But the longer just sit under the cold air con, even online also needs to HIDE, you don't really feel belong to this company.
Funny thing is, if you are a senior, look at your junior who just fishing infront of the desktop, and you were so freaking busy, she/he got nothing to do... don't you find it weird?

The company did not provide any basic training....
My first week was just look into catalogues...
In my department it's only my senior and me (MORE THAN ENOUGH!)

I not sure is it I made her feels I not capable to work or what...
She just keep the jobs to herself.

Best part...
When I asked her a question on my 2nd day...
She told me "If you plan to work here long enough, I will tell you"...
So, it's already a cross for me!

And of course, when a person ask you a question politely...
Don't you feel bad that you raise your voice at her?

Is it so hard to just answer it nicely?

Be real, if I know, I don't need to ask you.

She was away yesterday to customer's houses...
So she just asked me to call up customers... of course I know besides that, we need to send back things to customers...
And she did not teach me how to do it.

I just see what's in the file, and I just submit it.

When she back from outside, she got windy for no reason.
While I was checking the mail I sent out, I realized I made mistake so I was amending...
She raise her voice and told me I MADE MISTAKE...
So I told her I know, I'm amending...
She again raise her voice, said whatever I type in it, was WRONG.
So with my no patience voice, I just asked her, WHAT'S WRONG?
She asked me to go over her place, and she show me.. "NOT I WANNA SCOLD YOU, LATER YOU DON'T KNOW"...
I so wanted to tell her, INDEED,I DON'T KNOW!

Best part...
The forms I submitted I got to leave a copy behind, but I gave all out....
So she said she needs the whole copy, the behind ones (the copied layers)...
I asked her again, "So you need the whole copies or just the copies?"
She said that "I want the whole set ..I want the copies."
Again,I repeated myself " My question is, you want the whole copies, or just the a piece or just the copies"
Again she repeated,"I want the whole set, take all back, I want the copies...."
I guess, I'm just dumb.

She asked me to take all back from the warehouse where is about 10min drive...
With common sense, I can ask the people there to fax over, or just take out those particular copies and bring it back to me tomorrow...
However, I choose to drive there and leave the company.

Or else, I think I've punch her!

Even the things I emailed out, she redo (or should I say... just cut and paste!) and she resent again.

WHAT'S THE POINT YOU HAVE AN ASSISTANT BUT END UP YOU DO ALL!?!?!?

She can be nice in the morning, wait till maybe half and hour, she can turns evil.

She talk ( or should I said, she speaks LOUD) with no manners...
Speak to customer also just like screaming at them...
Don't she know the word RUDE?

Imagine, I as her colleague I find it offended the way she speaks to customers...
How about the customers themselves?

Be real, I'm just sitting next to her, she don't need to raise her voice at me.

Seriously, she demotivated me to work in this company.

I don't feel belong to this company as I see, my service is not needed... at all.