o.O

My oh my...
Is been a month since I update my blog...

Hah...
Even my se7ensins been abandon as well.

I planned to move my blog away from the blog.com...
But I finds that is pretty much hard to IMPORT the blog over here...
Takes me sometime to back on track.

...pretty long I guess.

Right.

My kid was sick recently...
Pretty sad over it....

Hope he gets well soon.

Work wise...
Man....
I should wear skirt to work...
So I wouldn't do the men's job.

Period.

Lazy Worm In Me

Alritey...


My food blog been abandoned for months (again)
My dad even asked me why I didn't update the Thai restaurant he brought us over few months back.

Not like I'm lazy...
Whenever I wanted to upload the pictures...
It keep blocking me whatever GATEWAY error that was...

And also the usage of that blog due to pictures, is going to over limit (soon, I guess) and I need to purchase the GB for that. CRAPS.

AND!
I'm trying to get back the domain name into blogger.com but is been taken over..
GOSH!

SEPTEMBER 2010

I've got no idea what kind of MONTH is this...
Or maybe the week that is not my luck or what?

Ok...
My car always give me problem...
MONTHLY..
Right.. speedometer not working, mileage not working....
Changed start plug, clutch and the AMOUNT still counting!....

My furkid having very bad yeast infection...
And still on going...
Mind my car.. .I prefer to see him get well so that he can get his life back!

I myself also not having good SPARE PARTS...
AARGH...

BEST PART?

I've got to climb up the stairs due to no electricity!

How great right, 18th floor!

This is my MODE FOR THE DAY.

YES.. KILLING MODE ON!

Health vs Laziness vs $$$

Ok if you are not aware, this year I'm 27 years darn old....
Right, with the way I do my blogs, I might just sounds like 8 years old kid over my damn not good grammers England-ish...

Let's talk about HEALTH...
Something which is priceless...
Hard to be take care of....
And hard to gain a good one either.

See, I'm 27 years old...
From my head to toe...
There's no parts of me are not injured.

To the extend I have arthritis...
Trust me, I way better than the weatherman on the news.

Either I have gastric, migrain, joints pain, sprained my joints (I have soft bones I guess...)
But thank god, I don't have any critical-illness-mental-drop.

AND...
I'm clumsy and careless....
When I'm doing cooking... either I cut myself or I COOK myself (yes, I can be crunchy too...)

Right...
What's this topic about?

I've injured my right shoulder for half year...
And I can't recall how did I injured it... seriously...
I did went back to PG to seek "tit tah"...
Was doing that for quite sometime...
Till today, no idea why... it gone bad.

SO..
I've been asking around the office and friends any master to see...
Either far or jam or I've went before....
Then nearby my place got a Chinese Doc...
Went in and let him examine and all....

Basically...
I need to be fix...
Nerve and joint, tummy whatever it is!


Since I can't read Chinese....
I ask he master why so many wordings...
He said I need all this to FIX it...
Fine....

Ok...
The bill?

Look at my meds first...

Still packing over the herbs....

Total of 35 types of herbs.

Yes... total 35 types...

...and it cost me.. RM187!!!!!!!!!!
Eventually is RM308 but due to I don't want the powder so is that price....

MY GAWDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I WON'T Do the following items so that I can cure faster as my injuries been LONG enough:

1) Drink cold drinks...
2) Eat sourish things...
3) Eat spicy
4) Shower at late nite
5) Eat seafood...

RIGHT!!!!


KILL ME PLEASE!!!!


BTW, master said I "sui chung" so... will I be flat after I drink those med?

Hmm.......... shall continue.

Moving Moving!

Ok, I've been trying to update my se7ensins...
But due to some problem to upload my pictures...
I might need to move the blog over to Blogger.com.

So... gimme some time to move it.
And sigh, the domain been taken, so I got to think of other names!

DARN!

Malaysia Day

Merdeka is unforgettable as is the day we gain our freedom. 
However, not to forget that we reunited as ONE at the year of 1963 (with Sabah n Sarawak) - multi races, multi languages, multi cultures and yet, we live in one country. 


Why intend to make changes when is so hard to have our own country? 
Why want to fight among one another? 
Why created the Rukun Negara when you the BIG ones don't even follow it?


It's been pretty nasty over some issues over the news recently...
About racists, it's a taboo to mention about this issue.
Everyone knows that the new "tagline" for the country is bit of crappy and in denial.
Still, why want to make the whole country in a mess?

Can we please leave in harmony?


Be real, sorry to say... I'm proud to be a MALAYsian (even the 5 alphabets in front spell for one of the races). 
I'm a Chinese (don't know Mandarin or even read Chinese fonts) who speaks English and Malay. 
And I've been educated in Sekolah Kebangsaan where I found friends who from different races! 


Beat that! 


~:: HAPPY MALAYSIA DAY::~

Selamat Hari Raya

Also known as, Happy Holiday!

Right, I've been rotting at home since Friday...
Seriously I never felt so bored... maybe cos my dear not around?

Great thing is, this few days when I'm awake by my 2 luvly kids...
Yes they are irritating sometimes... but is a joy to have them around....
Of course Jacy still making the mess at home...
But she know clearly when NOT to come near me....
Jayden is a daredevil, even he know you are pissed with him, he will still move over to you.

So yeay.... they lighten up my days.... (sometimes) : )

Ah.. back to work this week and also thanks to MALAYSIA DAY I get to go back to Penang... again!

Hahahah, everyone is still on holiday mood till then, 3 more months to NEW YEAR!

GOsh...

I supposed to update my food blog...
Yeap, I'm lazy again.. maybe I should do it thru out this weekend since is a long holiday...

BUT I WANT TO GO ON HOLIDAY!!!!!!!!

My Expensive Hobby a.k.a Interest....

Ok... I realized that I have very expensive interest...
I like design, but of course I didn't finish my course so end up doing something which not creative at all....
I like drawings too but of course I only can draw Egg Eyes...

This is the trademark of mine (surprisingly my ex-schoolmates remember me due to my drawings!)

How can drawing can be expensive?
I obsess with stationary!
Just a walk into the bookshop, I can end up purchase RM30+ pens....
Just inked-black-pens....
And sketch books.... you know how much 1 book now?
I settled with just A4 papers!

I lurve photography a lot...
But I can't afford to get a DSLR (I can settle for a digital compact camera, donation anyone?)
Weird thing is, I don't really take HUMAN pictures except candid as it looks more real....
I prefer to take animals (such as dogs....), buildings, landscape... skies..... nature!
My dear did bought me a digital camera few years back...
But, it's not good enought especially comes to food snapping and movement. (Sorry~)

Once, Bunny asked me to hunt for a camera for her friend's birthday...
As a good sis, I found one for her....
I didn't look further about the usage of the camera as it's those old type.

Till few months back...
I was into Lomography (yeap, is that OLD TYPE camera to snap it...)
(I didn't realized it was the camera that my sis asked me to find)
So I hunt in around... and got one for myself...

 My new companion One3Fi5e...

It uses film (yes, those negative that needs to be developed to see the outcome that kind of oldy...)
However, I got to know that the film doesn't need to be printed out, it can be save into CD straightaway after it develop...
But, it's costly.
For now, the cheapest film I could find now is RM12 (I can get cheaper if I purchase more....)
To save in CD, is extra RM10 or more....
If the film is for 36pcs, the outcome after snap, might just be 20pcs or less...
The others..... burn~
It's pretty excited to see the outcome though, the effects... pretty nice!

Taken at my home in PG...

Taken in Kek Lok Si Temple

Pretty old mood ya?
It's quite tricky to play on toy camera (that's what they called for Lomo cameras...)
Want a great shot, better do it under bright sunlight...
As said... it's 50-50 chances for getting nice shots!

Till then, I shall settle by using my Samsung's phone camera for my food snapping...
I can't risk using Holga, don't I?

*wishing to have a digital camera soon : ) *

I am into cycling...
I got a bike when I was kid (then it was left to rot outside the house despite I did cycled a lot with it)
Then I left my hometown ....
My bike was dying... I thought I could change the tires or something... nahh.....
My dad was mumbling, grumbling, nagging due to all the bikes got rotten (included my siblings...)

In KL, I do wanted to have a bike...
But it's quite dangerous to cycle around....
And I got no place to put, and hard to bring it around as I live in apartment....
So I thought, just leave it.

It was about 5-6 years since I cycled...
I think I started to cycle back was 2-3 years ago?
Maybe once in a year.... (if I have a bike)

I SO WANNA OWE A BIKE.

So, the itch was in me recently...
And I went and have a look on bikes....
Pretty weird...
When you drive a Kancil to BMW showroom...
The sales person might give you one KIND of look...
But you driving a car to a bicycle shop...
The sales person can look at you one of a KIND as well.

I went about 3 shops just now....
Gawd...
I see the price of the bikes of the first shop...
I can get a motorcycle or least deposit for a new car (Saga/Myvi....)
Cheapest... RM1600 there's non lower then RM1k...

I head over to Uptown...
The cheapest there is RM450 and is LERUN!
When I was a kid, LERUN and RALEIGH was the "BRANDED" bikes...
And now... ciplak?
Ok, maybe they are still expensive but I think they being covered by other brands?

Is pretty expensive to own a bicycle nowadays isn't it?

Of course, if you are traveling with your bike..

You need a place to hang your bike right?

Here comes Bike Carrier....

When I was checking for the RM450 bike...
I asked that sales person... do they sell the carrier...
The price?
RM 550....
MORE EXPENSIVE THAN THE BIKE!

I think I shall just find other interest instead for now....
Not like I'm rich?

Watch TV and be couch potato...
Right, phat arse... I'm coming!

So hard to PLAN..

Right.. supposed to plan for holiday...

Eventually, 16-19 plan to go over to Singapore...
But due to not enough of people so cancel the plan.

And have another plan to do something else...
But ended up, just go back Penang instead, easier.

RAYA...
Great, expensive and pack....

DAMN MAN!

I just want a holiday!

I need HOLIDAY!

I wonder when was the last time I NEED to leave KL...
There's time that I will suddenly have a NEED to get away from the city.

I just can't take the environment, situation, stress everything in here!
Lucky enough I'm going back to Penang next weekend...
HOPE I CAN TOLERATE TILL THAT DAY.

You see, today is not a good Friday for me...
In terms of work... I got bark from my staff, yes.. STAFF.

Being a professional dumb-ass, I won't argue back, but of course I will grumbled to my colleagues...
I think they hear me too much.. so I shall shut up before I create politics or trouble.

Bare in mind, when he did wrong I didn't yell at him...
When I did wrong, I wonder who the hell is him?
Of course, I did sounded him yesterday that why the hell he got to be so pissed off.....?
He explained to me, I accepted it.
But today, hell no. AGAIN?

I know if I did argue, I will end up doing his work (some people, you bark at them , they just resign!)

Yes, fuck it.

I NEED A GETAWAY!

28th Aug

Is the week for me go back PENANG... weeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!

And I bringing my friend back since she says she got lots of leave to clear...
My dear will be working there for a month...

YET!
My uncle from JB will be coming to PG as well...

Erm... my home in PG have 3 rooms, but 1 became a store...
So yea... 2 rooms left!

Totally people will be in the house...
Mum, lil sis, bro, me, my friend, my dear.. grandma.. uncle...
Imagine... my eldest and BIL is back....
WOAH...

Told mum to get a bungalow!

It will be a great holiday!

STEAMBOAT PLEASE!

Ugha Ugha...

Yes I need one.

 

I was sick for the past few days...
And now... My jaw hurts...
I can't even open wider...
SUCKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!

What a month.. damn!

Sien Mode...

Obviously according to the title... I'm bored...
Even if I'm bored, I won't be like Bunny, play with photoshop...
I must say, it's a good picture!

I wonder how to do that then... hmm.... hahaha.....

Right... I'm listening to my AYAM sis's blog song as I'm using my mini...
Not much "entertainment" in my this mini....

Ok...
I'm bored...

I shall move over to my se7ensins.

FOOD!

Sick Mode?

I was on MC yesterday...
Got back to work today and got to know that my "company" was EMPTY...
My warehouse guy was MC and my another guy was on EL...
So ya, NO ONE IS WORKING for my company except my boss and my manager, who are sick as well!

Pity.

I still having my cough... but better than few days ago...

Ok, pretty tired easily now....

Not sure why....?
Too heavy already I guess?

Diet Mode : Still OFF.

Sick Mode : ON

I'm sick!
Yep!

My whole office's colleagues been sick for about the past month, weeks...
So, this time is me!

I thought normally will start with sorethroat, cough....then, flu...then water come out from eyes (step by step)....
For this round, I got sorethroat, blockage of my nose and next day flu with the water dripping out from my eyes...
And I HATE THAT!!!!

Ok, been 3 days now....

I'M SO SICK!

Stressful Day?

Today is my senior's birthday and yet a stressful day for everyone... I guess?


Starting with me...

My finance lady's tone... talking about my "company" is like the company can earn nothing....
It's not like ONCE she sounded like that...
Been few times...
Come on, be real...
All the "companies" are the same...
And she as the finance department, is covering the 3 companies...
Why wanted to be so darn calculative?
Ok, maybe I being bit emotional for small things...
But, try to get late salary for once...
Whatever the things she did and you wanted to ignore, can't be ignore anymore!

Then phone calls...
Incoming calls keep coming non stop...
If my senior is not around...
I got to pick 3 phones... (lucky enough I got another colleague who will grab the main line)
And I need to grab the 2 other phones which located at my senior's table only.

I so wanted to throw all the phones away!

Then, got a customer (from another "company")
Wanted to make payment via cheque but something wrong with it...
My senior got stuck in between the customer's chick who brought the cheque over to my finance lady...
The chick called her bf whose the actual customer about the issue...
The guy did called in, but the finance lady doesn't want to pick it up, my senior got to talk to him and all...
Said that, the finance lady is very very busy with closing account...
No one can disturb her, or distract her (puit)

So after that, dili dali....
The girl came back with a "fresh" cheque...
So close case...
Pity my senior stuck in that situation.

The "new PA" kept disturb my senior for DOs..
For this for that...

My senior nearly snapped!

All I can do was.....

Just laugh.... and my senior was like..
YOU LAUGHING?!

I told her... "Kak, if I don't laugh, what can I do? I already had my bad moment this morning"
So ya... what a day.

Happy Birthday Kak!

GRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yes... that's my reaction after Bunny told me something....
If I can, I would surely smack him!

But, I myself not even having good financial condition to help out, what can I do?


If only I could print out money, everything will goes well!

Till then..........................

Depression Mode : ON

Patience is virtual...................

My arse.

Frustration...

I've been stuck packing teas for couple of weeks now....
I be gone mad pretty soon too....

Yes, this icon represent me (I got it via SweetIM)
I would wanna shout my lungs out....
I felt things not right!



I would like to just stuck my head into the hole....
And when everything turns ok, I will only show myself again...
Craps isn't it?



If only as people likes to say.....
After wake up things would be turn better....

I think I need to sleep a lot!

Ok this bunny is for my sis... Arlo arnab!

Hiak........

Was having a crazy night last Saturday....
A farewell for the bitch who about to leave us tomorrow.

Chaos with one of my ex staff....
Think back will be very funny but on that spot, the moment.. is OUCH.

Right.

I've been informed that this month salary will be late out this month...
Due to, company out of FUND....
And the account don't plan to use another company's fund to cover it.

How bad is that huh?

I mean for a company, ran out of fund?
Isn't it bit, risky and scary for a staff?
I did heard about this issue, but I thought is not that bad....
Till I heard that happen to my company (you see, my office - have 3 companies...)

I've been confirmed, don't even have increment as being told that the salary I'm getting now...
Is the salary that I supposed to get ....after confirmation....
So don't want so mafan...
My boss offered that pay.

Next review will be on Dec-Jan....
So, I got to hang with my current pay till next year?

I doubt.
My Senior been working there for 3 years...
Her salary being revise, twice.
One is after she confirmed, 2nd time is this year.

SCARY.

I should start clicking now.

Depression Mode

Currently I'm having depression mode...
No one can see it cos I didn't say much bout it.

So yes, I'm depressed!

Farewell to you, My Friend.

Yep, tonight is her farewell party....
She's leaving next Wednesday...
Oh well, Singapore, it's just 6 hours away from KL, 1 hour via flight.

What if, we want KFC at late hours?
Or maybe a drink somewhere nearby?
Or maybe JOM MAKAN out of sudden?
Or boat boat tomorrow night?

I shouldn't be so drama anymore....
I do hope the best for you at the kiasu island...
And hopefully you do good in your job and not being bullied by the HR manager.

All the best to you ma! Muax!

Hope to see you soon too!

Drama #8 - Appreciation

I know you thru someone....
But I didn't even say HI...

When we meet again...
We told ourselves deep inside...
WHO IS THIS BITCH?

Later on, we recalled... we've met before.

We worked with each other....
We can't stand each other method of working...
Lucky enough, we did not kill each other.

Something different, we got a chance to share with each other's dissatisfaction...
And unbelievable, we could remain as close friends.

Yes, CLOSE might sounds like a BIG WORD to use...
But I do find that, I chat/talk to you more better than as a colleague.

I do appreciate about our friendship...
And I do hope everything goes well to you when you far away from us.

All the best to you ma!

Sarangheyo Aggy the leggy!!!!!!


Dedicate Kahi To you : )

12.01am

Yes... officially passed 7th July....
Why I sounds so dull/sad?

Cos I am...
Don't feel the excitement that is my birthday though....

Well, I had MEALS...
Thanks to my sis (contributed by my mum....)
Had Spanish Buffet, is good (check at my se7ensins)

Maybe because I REQUESTED no celebration....
That's why I feel so lay low...

Even my dear is snoring now... so ya,BORING.

Ahhh.... what a day.

Anyways, I simply just lurve JULY.
Is my month : )

It shall be a great year.

I WANT A BIG BASH NEXT YEAR!

My Early Birthday Dinner

Something for a change...
Was wondering what my dear browsing thru the internet...
Hehe.. a place to bring me for dinner.

So since I was "drama-ing" for the whole day...
Least now, I just nod whichever option give...
Good enough, I've been told about TENJI in Solaris Mont Kiara.

My dear check around and made some calls...
So we headed over there.

Sadly we got to wait about 35mins for their "supper" buffet.

Well, worth it. (Will blog about the food in se7ensins)

Tummy is so full now...... BURP!

Great night ahead.

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!!!

...still more to come!

Thanks my Ag Ma... you are the 1st person sms and wish me! MUAX!

Happy Birthday!

Birthday.

How would you like to celebrate your birthday?
Grand celebration?
Lunch/Dinner with family?
Hanging out with friends?
Be alone?

When being informed that, must save up on food or else there's no sufficient money for month end...
For this kind of "information" given, of course anyone with HEART, for sure will not intend to do anything big for the birthday.
Regardless, it comes once a year.

And some don't intend their friends to waste money to do a celebration either...

But some would want a grand celebration (as if there's no next year....)

Some people might feels that being throw cold water over the suggestion that given to the birthday girl/boy and being rejected on that.
As said, if being informed about month end no money to eat, do you dare to eat grand beginning of the month?

Want to be safe.... JUST GIVE THE SURPRISE, don't need to ask anything. DO IT.
Right, some might feels that it's "dangerous" to do so as don't know whether that birthday dude likes it or not....
But, at the same time, you won't expect the birthday fella jump off the car right?

Ya... some people are hard to be please.....
But some people, do lurve surprises.

I am one of them.

Happy Birthday to ME!

Hope to be a good one too :)

7-July-2010

I'm up to date!

YEAY!

At last I manage to update my Fiesta Gourmet - blogs as on yesterday!

Yippy!

Hopefully I will be least up to date in the future (it's a PAIN to type 3-4 blogs in one day!)

Yes, I got no work even though I'm sitting in the office.

CRASP!

Back to HOME!

Of course is not me to go back my Hometown... yet....

Is my favourite team...

ENGLAND.

So yea... I'm mourning over their loss!

World Cup 2010

Ok, I'm not such a fanatic football mania dude....
I just watch for the team I lurve, ENGLAND.

The first and last time they won for the cup was in 1966 - I not even born yet!

I did watched the opening matches between the Mexico and South Africa...
Then till England match with USA after that, I only watch England matches...
Weee... supporter!

Right, with most of the big teams went home... (Italy, France)
So left to see is Argentina, Brazil, Portugal, Spain, England....

Trust me...
If England won the world cup 2010...
I shall tattoo my hands in full length just like Becks.

tsk tsk tsk.... shall I keep more money now?

I-CITY @ Shah Alam

Heard about this place from my dear since CNY....

Didn't get to go as our timing different.

Least last Tuesday we got to go and had a look (Simon Yam was there before though)

Felt like Xmas when I stepped in....

Trust me, if we living somewhere with snow, definitely gonna spark!

I can't find my digital camera's usb cable...

So this is the only pictures I can load from my phone!

Very attractive indeed!

Don't think we can bring our furkids though as it's sort of Malay's area (we don't want to get them mad right?)

Good to go!

Shitbrix Blogger

I found out this blog from my friend who shared it in her FB wall...
Quite interesting.

As my friend describe that, very often people will praise about good food, but hardly people will critic about the place/food to the higher level (trust me,even I critic, is not as mean as this fella)

Is good to read, however, the longer I read I realized I won't be spelling any better (I know my English is sux enough) but you will understand after you start reading this blogger's blog.

Pretty, respect : )

Check this blog out @ http://thegutterfood.blogspot.com

Enjoy reading!

How's the feeling of fallin in lurve?

For a person who had like "few" relationships before, they might sounded like expert when it comes to L.O.V.E.
What if the person who had most relationships eventually being dumped? Shall the person be name as a player or a failure/loser?

Rite...
I've been in a relationshop for more about 4 years now...(ya ya... I did had a fling before *I KNOW!)- can I say that I paid my due for doing that?!
Sometimes people wonder why will that happened... (go figure!)

Ok, sometimes when too long in the relationship, the sparks will suddenly turned off....
The relationship will turn sour or dull (half dead, dying, dead. Certified)
And in the end of the day, you might forgot...
How was the feeling of being fall in lurve?

Heart beat fast?
Can't breath? Over the stars?

There's people even fall in lurve at first sight (pratical?)
Some already married, divorced... in 10-20 years relationship,broke up, ended.
Can someone die without having a love relationship?

Ahhh.. what am I mumbling here?

Gimme some lurve?

I'm too old to start a new relationship.... for now.

Don't intend to as well.

Need You Now

Picture perfect memories,
Scattered all around the floor.
Reaching for the phone cause, I can't fight it any more.
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind.
For me it happens all the time.

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now.
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now.
And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now.

Another shot of whiskey, can't stop looking at the door.
Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before.
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind.
For me it happens all the time.

It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk,
And I need you now.
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now.
And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now.

Yes I'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all.
It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now.
And I said I wouldn't call but I'm a little drunk and I need you now.
And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now.
I just need you now.
Oh baby I need you now.

Dull Saturday

It's me...
Working on Saturday...
Most freaking boring Saturday to start with...
Yeap, I'm free...
Done my DO for Monday delivery.

I even can FB-ing, and now Blogging!

I'm sitting alone at the office, except 2 fellas in the ROOMS.
So yeay, B.O.R.I.N.G

Not sure what happened to my left ear today, feels that heavy, filled with echo and numb.
Going be deaf pig!

Right, birthday coming...
Not going to do anything except just have simple "tai pai tong" dinner with my sis, her bf and my partner.

Then, my bitch Ag Ma is leaving to Singapore soon....
Tragic July month (she say she might leaving on Aug instead!)
So yes, I will miss this bitch cos no one will chat with me till late night and craps till wee hours in the morning...
Might got to find a tree hole to talk with?

You see, this bitch was my manager before (yeap, hated the way she work so does she hated to work with me)
Till then, surprisingly we talked about the differences and remain as close friends (yep,to me we are close friends - mader lohder)

So I guess, less one babi to eat with... less one friend to talk with (ya ya Singapore is not too far, and she'll be back on weekend, she still will be in FB and MSN) but still....... "JOM MAKAN!" she won't like purposely travel back for that right?

Ya, I sounds so pathetic...
Hahaha... this shall be DRAMA #6 (I had been drama-ing in her FB wall)

Right...
This blog only takes me 5mins to type...
Damn!

I should bring my food pictures and blog it in the office....

DAMN IT!

Termination Rights

I was surprised that my admin colleague being terminated today, last day... today itself.

For this "big" company...
I thought they work differently...
Indeed.

She told me the reason is because she don't have any improvement...
But she just here like 2 months?
How can they judge so fast?
The company did pay her back 1 month salary and 3 days leave...
STILL?

Guess, I got to be afraid?

Hot Spot

Just settled down with my 2 furkids!
Yes 2 (flip over to Jayden's blog if you not aware)

Jayden been strike with fungus (again)
Jacy is on the way (she having a mild one)

Jayden's condition more worst (ever!)
Dr.Merv just shaved off the spot which have the fungus and also his chin...
Seriously, it's so so so so so so RED!
Pitied him, can feel the HEAT in him, the weather is hot and humid...
COME ON RAIN BIT WILL YA?!!?!?

... and yes, he's under depression mode.

Justa Feelin'

I did told my lil sister that I found her blogs are interesting (AMUSING - it's kind of strong word though)
As she said, my eldest sister's blog is more to anger and frustration, mine food blog makes her hungry so she makes hers to be a happy blog (crap~)

Oh well, can't deny that my blog turns out to be boring as ever.... I don't really share much of my thoughts here anymore... (not P&C issue) - did I tell you I got another blog for that? Hah! That far more worst, I don't update at all, as it's sad sad blog.

Just wonder...
What if, whenever you fall asleep, you worried you not able to wake up the next day?
What if, you wanted to have a family day out is because afraid there's no tomorrow?
What if, you are so in pain that you don't know what's wrong with you even, medical science can't tell you why?
What if, all the pain and frustration makes you pissed off and hurt your close ones?

....let all go, and be alone and wait for the time to rot?

Sometimes, when a person says "I want to die..." some might said it out of fun, some... does really mean it.

Right... I might sound spooky here. I shall just wait for the time to come, still got stuff to settle though.

No worries.

Multi Tasking Article

Right...
I read my sister comment that I PEMALAS due to not updating the blog here.

While I loading pictures to my Gourmet, I shall just type few WORDS here (at the same time, listening to music from her blog!)
I seriously realized that I didn't really type in a full long blog as how I used to. I did have some stuff in my mind, but when comes to sharing, not quite wanted to type all out again.

And also, I guess my TEMPORARY SHORT MEMORY LOSS getting bad?
It will takes me sometime to recall the things that happened for the day and seriously it packed up my mind bit.

Did went for check up, going MRI scan next month, maybe I short circuit?
Hope for the best though, as I know... I very easy get irritated, and frustrated as my brain is spinning around suddenly. NOT GOOD!

About my work...
Got a nuts-tigress-wannabe-boss lady running around...
Bosses not around, she will express herself LOUDLY...
When bosses around, she will MEOW instead of RAWR, craps!

A new PA who so into P&C terms as she handles HR as well...
WAY over with the way she handle as whenever people walk near her at the table, she will flip all her papers backwards. COME ON! The wording so small, how to see la wei!

Eventually, I pitied my admin girl who sort of being bullied by the tigress and the PA lady...
But as I told my matsal-wannabe-aussie colleague, "want to PONG HER also PONG mm lok" = want to side her also cant....
Come on, she don't even pick up the phone when it rings non stop! *we've been told by our senior that our big boss want her (my senior) to pick up the phone, if not she will get scolded*
So after heard that, I will help her to pick up if I could...
But that admin girl don't!
GOSH!

And luckily that her job requires her to make some phone calls...
Cos she been making her own personal calls and chatted near to half - forty five minutes!

Alright....
I just posted my blog in Gourmet.

Shall not talk much bout work, cos it's B.O.R.I.N.G = same as my this blog.

Randomly........

Alrite....
I realized that my blog is not as interesting as my sisters....
Kind of dull I assumed.

I've changed the template as you aware... and it's ....sux?
Way too gloomy I guess....
Hmmm....
I should put sometime here to blog about what I think?

But I wanted to UPDATE my Gourmet cos I've been missing it out a lot.... way too much!

So.....
I shall move over to the next page.

TO BE CONTINUE..... I assume.

I'm a PIG

Yes I am.

Indeed I am.

For everything, I am one.

Lunch... Lunch... Lunch

Ever since I started work...
I've been hanging around for lunch in Saujana...
It's halal.

Well, I went to Station 1 (once), McD (once) and Chinese Kopitiam (once)....
And I've been working for bout a month.

Today I got pissed with my admin girl....
Due to PORK and BEEF issue...

Well, lazy to mention.

Better update my Fiesta Gourmet.

Ritey Ritey...

Just read 2 of my sistas' blogs...
Even open up KT's blog (for free music!)

I realized that I've been pretty lazy to update my Gourmet...
And there's few places for me to update! (tons of pictures~)

I shall start my "work" now.

Update here soon!

New ETC

Started my new job about a week ago...
Eventually everyone asked me.. how's my job...?
I can't say that I'm bored (yet) cos I was pretty busy most of time due to preparing PO and DO and hunting things...

The lady I need to replace is around till end of this week...
Man....
She teach real fast...
One window to another one....
So, on my 2nd day....I'm all alone...
Of course I still can ask her or my another senior how to do my things....
I even asked my director the document I've printed out, is it correct! Hah!!!

It's quite a small company...
Lucky enough have good colleagues to crap and learn from....
Just the finance-wannabe-boss-senior exec having PMS most of the days.

But I do realized...
I can't really just sit in the office and do paperworks....
Wonder, should I go back to F&B line?

Well...
I need higher salary though.

For now... it's ok.

Lots of filing to do! GOsh!

Exit Interview

So, I had my LAST DAY...
I was surprised to know that with that kind of company will have EXIT INTERVIEW...
Which... just feel in the form, no question ask or answer.

So base on the FORM...
When I read it, I was laughing...
As I know, is way to easy to fill it in...
And of course the answers won't be nice either.

However, I did what I supposed to do.

I just be honest! : )

Happy Birthday Dad!

Today is my dad's getting old one year day....
Hope he's in pinkish of health, still have da charm, and cut off his pony tail soon!!!

Happy Birthday DAD!

Last Day

Today is my last day...
I just hope it pass faster (now is only 9.10am)
I just feels that I'm not welcome to the company.

Well...
I know that my record in this company is bad/tarnish due to my attendance...
HELL WITH IT.

Why am I risking my record for this company?
As said, I am so demotivated to come to work, however, whatever leave I took, I gave black & white...
I not in the wrong side, IF I miss out of work without being informed, that's my bad.

Too bad, no one will understand the inner face of the situation...
They only see what they see on the spot (the surface)
They won't bother what the hack happen to you, even you have MC letter, they still think YOU RAN AWAY FROM WORK.

To work in an environment which no support, no motivations, no nothing...
Is worth than just be a retard and counting fingers (retard can do more things than I am).

So, why I did not type in a long resignation letter and complaint what had happened during my services...
Do you think, people would care?
Will they bother about a staff who's attendance that's bad? (even though there's one with attitude problem)
But SO WHAT?
Her's attendance is exellent! ...(pffttt)

Oh well...
Just take that I'm a irresponsible staff....
I'm moving on to a new job soon, which I guess I would have FUN in it.. (I really hope I have fun!)

Till then...
Still hours to go.

DAMN IT!

I am...

This is me..

1. A control freak
- Can only do my way, not your way, if not there's NO WAY!
- I have the say, you can say nothing and just listen

2. A dictator
- You got no say. Don't ask.

...I'm just a prick who don't deserve lurve. I'm way too demanding!

Should I just DIRECT with her!?

This is the conversation I had with her via SKYPE... honestly, I should just tell her... FUCK U!


[8:56:19 AM] Me: psssstttt


[8:56:22 AM] Me: im resigning

[8:56:45 AM] Biatch: y ??????

[8:57:04 AM] Me: im gonna take da time visit specialist

[9:00:00 AM] Biatch: u get ur new job??????

[9:00:35 AM] Me: not confirm, but i prefer to take da time to see specialist as ive delayed it before i join this company

[9:00:49 AM] Me: no point to take mc or unpaid

[9:00:57 AM] Me: so i rather just go easier

[9:02:03 AM] Biatch: o.k. lo... it's all up to u & is ur call... ALL THE BEST....

[9:03:13 AM] Biatch: Of course I hope u can consider,... but 4 me u already highlighted that u r not suitable 4 this post.. I don't 1 force

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Do you feel WARM? As my mum said, is not I not suitable for the position (hack just a CLERK job leh...), is I can't stand YOU!...

Argh... let you have a good name.

You will get a double return!

A great morning!

I was so want to stay on bed today...
It was raining, and is cold enough to just hide under the blanket for the day.

However, I've got to work... (pfffttt~~~)
At work, while I was climbing the stairs up to office...
I received a call from that woman!

She's not coming to work.

YEAY!

So eventually, I've asked her what to do, what's the work for the day....
And basically.... I just do the BASIC things instead of MORE.

Not to say that due to today is half day work, and I'm lazy (that's another reason.. :P)
I afraid I will get the blame for it especially tomorrow is Sunday.

So leave everything on Monday!

I would like to enjoy my lurvly Saturday with my babis troopers!

Ahhh.... breezing Saturday morning.

ME LIKEY!

If only I could....

Well... maybe I keep joking over GET A BABY is kind of annoying...
So I should just shut up and don' mention about it even is just a joke.

I've been told that, I over with the making baby things... I should have just get married and have my own...
Well, whether or not is a joke or a warning...
It's pretty upset me.

For a person who lurve kids...
Of course I wish to have one or two of my own...
Ok, maybe being a L is my CHOICE, I can choose to be with a guy, get married, get laid...
And wah la!
I got myself a baby! YEAY!

IF... it's so easy.
L means, a woman who don't have any interest or feelings towards guy...
Is not a trend, or influence by other people...
Is the feelings, and I'm born with it.

Maybe I don't feel secure with male as a companion due to certain reasons...
And I don't think I will either.

Not to say I HATE MEN...
I find gays are good men : )
I do have few guys after me before....
Even I would like to TRY...
Still, the feelings is not there, and what for wasting people time isn't it?

I can get adoption...
Adopt a kid... maybe?
Honestly, I can't fend myself... how can I feed and raise a baby to a kid to a person?
Of course is in my consideration, IF... I choose not to go for sperm banks...
To adopt a child, needs to go thru lots of procedure (not like I'm Angelina Jolie or Madonna)...
And also they look into the financial status (they won't believe if I say, I let the baby eat I rather starve to secure him/her...)
I have lots of debts, don't even have own house...
So, adopting a child... is not now.

I do wonder sometime, if I want to conceive, can I?
Just assume, I got married...
With my health condition.... can I?
Not to say I have critical illness...
I lack of nutrition, heart not that strong...
I do have the thought most of the time, can I do it?

I can just get a guy (of course a good kind man... if there's one)...
Jump on him...
Try to get pregnant by that.... after CONFIRM I am pregnant, I can just dump him...
Meaning, I want baby but not the father....
However, in the end of the day...
Can I carry it?

Seriously, is not a happy topic...
I even did asked my best friend get baby, even my sis, get baby....
Why?
1. So I can play with..
2. COMPLETE YOUR LIFE!!!!

Maybe some people don't see it. Well, just a different perspective.

I can't have kid, so I got myself a dog who I treat him like my son...
Some people don't understand why...

Cos, I do want to have one kid of my own.

See it now?

Silence of the Chicken

I know, I've been complaining...
I just swear or whatever non stop...
Mumbling and grumbling.

Even the longer I complain..
I felt tired.

The more strength I used to mumble and grumble...
I feel more tiring than working.

But...
CAN'T SHE JUST SHUT UP FOR LEAST 5MINS!?!?!??!?!!??!!?!??!

IS IT SO HARD?!?!?!?!?!?!

For GAWDSAKE!!!!!!!

I know work in customer service line is very very stressful.

BUT I DON'T SEE OTHER PEOPLE BEING SO RUDE LIKE YOU, AND SO DAMN LOUD!!!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRGGGGGGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!

Fallin....

Guess what....
This is my 2nd fall for this year....
And it's just the 4th month!!!!!!!!!!

My shoulder been pain before CNY, till now... I feel like chopping it off!

AND....

IM WORST THAN A 80 YEARS OLD GRANNIE... KILL ME!

What is Baby?

When our parents "produce" us to come to this world...
Is a great honour to live in it.

Some people, who were in circumstances that can't defend the baby as in they were poor or maybe not educated enough to know what is condom... (I'm not being sacrastic, I mean those not in the city... kampung people, if I need to describe)
They will let the child to be adopt, or "sell" to those needed couples.
That, I still can bare with it as they want their babies to be brought up in good environment.

Some men and women, only enjoyed the "progress" but never thought of the consequences...
In a way of saying, they enjoyed the fuck section, I wouldn't say making LOVE...(mind my word)
Cos there's no love, no responsibility or commitment attach.

So after that fun session of theirs...
During the period of time, the women, might get jackpot!
Meaning, they've got pregnant.
Worst part, they don't even know whose the father of that child.
Sickening?

Women who got pregnant, they might be afraid and don't know what to do (but they know how to ride on the guys... hack!)
So either they choose abortion (they are still young, parents object, force by "bf" to abort...)
Or they choose to give birth to the child, and end up.....
Thrown away.
Yeap!
THROWN AWAY!

If they don't want it, they can't be rational enough to think, maybe leave it at some places that it's safe and people can pick them up?
Rather than, in toilet bowl? Rubbish bins? Bushes?

Be real...
If you don't want them in the end of the day...
What's the point carry them for 9 months?
Is it sexy to "look" pregnant?
If don't want them, just let them to be adopt...
Why must YOU took their life away when you been given the life too?

Don't you have any mercy for those little babies?

Do you know how many women in this whole wide world would want to be a mother but they can't?
Some women they can't concieve, some men can't be father too.

Do you know, some women tried so hard to give birth ended up lost their life on the operation table?
Some men even can't manage to see their babies (either they died of sickness or accident)

Don't you supposed to be thankful?

Maybe to those women have their reason why they do those immoral decisions and maybe we don't understand WHY...

But, no matter WHAT...
Those babies don't supposed to be ended in that way.

They deserve to live on their life, whether with you or with other people.

Play Safe. Don't thrown them away.

~Bless~

*those who choose abortion, no offense... I understand there's reason behind every decision, this blog was meant to those who throw away the new born babies.

Can't believe it...

Can't believe that I would update my this blog due to work...
Hah!

Something funny here...
Earlier on, I was being informed that item is sold by whole set...
So the price is like RM80...
Suddenly, today only I know that the base is RM80 and the top is another price...
Not surprise?
Even there's one time she told me to charge the customer RM280...
But it turns out that I WROTE IT WRONGLY, it's supposed RM380.

Be real, if you didn't tell me the price or any amount...
HOW THE HELL I KNOW WHAT TO WRITE?!

Fine....
I just kept quiet.

Not to say I admit it was my mistake...
Well, indeed it was my fault, to listen to you?

Ah....
Sooner or later...
I will be in trouble if keep working with you.

Here I go ...again~

Well, I guess I will update my this blog quite often now...
Can't update my se7ensins in the office as I don't have the food pictures with me.

Ms.Loh told me yesterday, instead of punching or kill that woman...
She asked me to update or should I say, "release" all my anger in the blog...
Hah, guess I'm doing it right now.

Basically, yesterday was the most PEACEFUL and QUIET day for me...
Since the day I work, yesterday was the BEST, I shall miss the day.

She was away again, in the morning, least she was in the good mood...
Told me what to do... (again...)
Then she left.

So basically I was doing nothing after 10am as I've done what I supposed to do...
Thank goodness the showrooms people called and asked me the questions I have no clue but least I try to help them to get answer...
Least, I was BUSY.

Hah... while I was away from typing this...
I was nearlly get F from the lorry driver and the sales support senior...
Due to delay from the touch up side, it causes all the delivery to delay...
However, after some settlement, things gone well.

Believe it or not, I thought this lady going to scream at me...
Cos her temper is like a unpredicatable volcano.

Least I appologize because of the delay.

I wonder, what will the rest of the day go.

Volcano Exploded!

It's been a while since I last update my blog here...
And when I did, I was swearing like I lost my brain somewhere on earth...
Even my food blogs, I still have about 3-4 places to post up.
Sometimes when I got the mood, I can't load up the pictures, when I don't have the inspiration to type anything, all the pictures uploaded.

So, I'll just type what I supposed to type in this blog..
My frustration, anger, happiness, sadness, whatever that comes into my mind.

Basically why I was so pissed off yesterday....
I was being emotionally tortured.

Well, maybe I over reacted, misjudged or something....
Maybe I'm childish?

I started new job few months ago, in customer service...
So my imagination was, the job pick up the calls, tackle the problem, close case.
However, after I joined then only I know is more than that...
Needs to provide services, as more in data-entry clerk job that I just open forms, faxing, photocoping, in fact... doing nothing.

Some might think that, hey... is good just get paid and do nothing!

Think again.

You might enjoy that situation for the first week, or maybe the 2nd.. or the 3rd...
But the longer just sit under the cold air con, even online also needs to HIDE, you don't really feel belong to this company.
Funny thing is, if you are a senior, look at your junior who just fishing infront of the desktop, and you were so freaking busy, she/he got nothing to do... don't you find it weird?

The company did not provide any basic training....
My first week was just look into catalogues...
In my department it's only my senior and me (MORE THAN ENOUGH!)

I not sure is it I made her feels I not capable to work or what...
She just keep the jobs to herself.

Best part...
When I asked her a question on my 2nd day...
She told me "If you plan to work here long enough, I will tell you"...
So, it's already a cross for me!

And of course, when a person ask you a question politely...
Don't you feel bad that you raise your voice at her?

Is it so hard to just answer it nicely?

Be real, if I know, I don't need to ask you.

She was away yesterday to customer's houses...
So she just asked me to call up customers... of course I know besides that, we need to send back things to customers...
And she did not teach me how to do it.

I just see what's in the file, and I just submit it.

When she back from outside, she got windy for no reason.
While I was checking the mail I sent out, I realized I made mistake so I was amending...
She raise her voice and told me I MADE MISTAKE...
So I told her I know, I'm amending...
She again raise her voice, said whatever I type in it, was WRONG.
So with my no patience voice, I just asked her, WHAT'S WRONG?
She asked me to go over her place, and she show me.. "NOT I WANNA SCOLD YOU, LATER YOU DON'T KNOW"...
I so wanted to tell her, INDEED,I DON'T KNOW!

Best part...
The forms I submitted I got to leave a copy behind, but I gave all out....
So she said she needs the whole copy, the behind ones (the copied layers)...
I asked her again, "So you need the whole copies or just the copies?"
She said that "I want the whole set ..I want the copies."
Again,I repeated myself " My question is, you want the whole copies, or just the a piece or just the copies"
Again she repeated,"I want the whole set, take all back, I want the copies...."
I guess, I'm just dumb.

She asked me to take all back from the warehouse where is about 10min drive...
With common sense, I can ask the people there to fax over, or just take out those particular copies and bring it back to me tomorrow...
However, I choose to drive there and leave the company.

Or else, I think I've punch her!

Even the things I emailed out, she redo (or should I say... just cut and paste!) and she resent again.

WHAT'S THE POINT YOU HAVE AN ASSISTANT BUT END UP YOU DO ALL!?!?!?

She can be nice in the morning, wait till maybe half and hour, she can turns evil.

She talk ( or should I said, she speaks LOUD) with no manners...
Speak to customer also just like screaming at them...
Don't she know the word RUDE?

Imagine, I as her colleague I find it offended the way she speaks to customers...
How about the customers themselves?

Be real, I'm just sitting next to her, she don't need to raise her voice at me.

Seriously, she demotivated me to work in this company.

I don't feel belong to this company as I see, my service is not needed... at all.

My tempreture just HIKE UP!

I seriously been so pissed off with this senior of mine...
Don't teach me properly FAIR enough!

When leave me with the job WHICH I NOT EVEN BEEN TRAIN WITH...
I got fuck!?
WOMAN! Can't you just talk nicely? I don't need you to be polite...
But least, DON'T RAISE YOUR VOICE AT ME, when I just ask you question which asked by customer.

YOU CAN'T CONTROL YOUR EMO, JUST GO HOME AND BREASTFEED LA BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MOTHERFUCKERCIBAIPUKIMAKLANCIAO!!!!!!!!!!!!

Happy New 2010 Era...

Happy New Year!

So fast the time flies....
Maybe the hours ticking real fast....

As people says that after we are 25....
Time just pass by....

Indeed.

What had happened in the year 2009?
Some good, some very very bad.....
Some needs to be remembered, some, intend to forget.

New year resolutions......

Not making any.... just go with the flow I shall says.

ROAR YEAR!